The Thought of You

 You were perfect in my head 

You are someone i would love for eternity and stay. I would choose you over and over again. Because i feel like i have found my one with you. But here i am, trying to decide whether you are real or not. 

The thought of you was so perfect and fine in my head, i would give up everything to have the real you. Why would i give up on us if you are real? 

But sadly, 99% of my logic and honest nerve told me that you are not real. You are just someone pretending to be this person, the one that i want and i need.

Isn't that suck? I still miss you, wanting you after all. Even tho you are the one who left me. 

And i am still wondering, why? Am i that easy to trick? Am i that easy to left behind? 

Loving you this time hurt me as much as i want to stay. 

The thought of you are someone else, pretending to be other person hurt me so bad that i couldn't bear my own sanity. Everything feels so crazy and out of my mind. 

And i thought i found my Daylight in you, turns out i just found my Midnight rain.