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sometimes i just wanna you to know that here someone waiting you. me. i love you and you never know. maybe i'm really stupid. you never care about me, and me caring you like me caring my self. don't you see that? you never love me like i do. but never get bored to loving you, stalking you. idk. this feeling is complicated. like we're just strangers. but not for me. you're my part of best memories. you don't understand maybe.

our worlds is really different. i try to know and understand your world. but you never do like what i do. you like never know my name. or you just think i'm is the girl in your back. haha idk.

i never feeling like this before. but with you i'm feeling something different. i'm feeling new. but also, sometimes i'm feeling down because loving you. you make me down. you make me hurt. but i never give up. idk why. i won't give up on my feel. i want try make this true. 

sometimes i'm tired of getting hurt from you. but i know i really love you so i'm trying again and again. when i fall in hole, you never care. but if you fall in Hole, i care. because i'm afraid losing you. maybe you don't know. but i'm the best stalkers of you. i know everything about you tha somebody doesn't know. i have a lot of your pictures that somebody doesn't know. i love being stalkers. i can free to loving you. and you don't know. yeaaah i know sometimes it's hurt me. and make tears sometimes. but i know i can't do anymore.

if my heart broke and dark. would you come and make me smile again? :) i know you wouldn't