2017 has been really be my book of
Journey. On love, life, lesson, friendship, career, and everything else. This year i learn about all the things that mostly matters. Sometimes we have to accept that not everyone will always be by your side, even your very bestfriend. That somehow, people can give so much dissapointment to you, and don't expect too much. But mostly my year on 2017 was so fun and grat journey. soooo Well,
let’s start by telling month to month what i’ve been through.
Januari: well, my holiday as
always. Meet my bestfriend, catch up and everything else. Everything just being
so okay. Going back to Campus and realized that theere’s a lot of thing is so
fake
Februari: Februari. Oh i remember,
that day on 14th Februari. I got my valentine chocolate from a guy named Aji. But
i know we were meant to be together. My heart still broken and shattered. That time,
he’s too soon. This month i remember that i’m feeling so alone. Only focusing
my self on other stuff outside my class. This month teach me how to keep
survive and going on no matter what happen on my heart. Even my heart is
shattered and broken, but i’m healing my self with giving so much work and
things to do.
March: This month i meet up with my
best friend that have some busy schedule, i’m glad she actually can barely
insert me in her busy schedule. We talked a lot likea long lost friend. We share
story, on the same side –broken hearted. This month i found my 2 closest
friends (Ridhi & Ateng) and also have a new family in my other side of
activities in Uni. One of the precious event is i have the invitation to
attending Jogja Fashion Festival in Ambarrukmo Plaza. This month teach me, that
you have to keep your family and friends closer. They will stay and fight for
you too if that do matters.
April: Meet up with some of my
friends in Solo, meet my old ‘love soul’, his name is Bintang. That day i
finally realized who’s my truly best friend i can always count on, and what
trully i actually feel. I will always have those ‘kind’ and ‘nice’ feeling with
Bintang. But that’s it, and just it. Not more, not even close. This month, i
finally really walking alone in my own having no closest friends in my class,
and it’s really suck to having a ‘cold war’ with your ex-bestfriend tho. What makes
me Happy the most is, this month i have finally and legally a member of my Uni
Activities-SKM Bulaksumur. Nominated ‘Queen of Bul’ LOL. Who knows that the
next thing will happen is fallen in love with the king? LOL. This month also i
received the acceptance of joining PPSMB Palapa 2017. What a happy me! I know
my sunshine is looking up for me. This month my father leave for his Study in
New Zealand. Have some great time with my friends and families in Jakarta tho. This
month teach me that no matter how far you are, if they really care for you,
they will always be there for you.
May: This month feels so fast for
me. This month i’ve got my 1st job of being a Queen in my group, LOL tjk. This month,
i know i already fallin in love again. I learn how to finally open up my heart
to someone new and accidently is my ‘King’ of Bul. I never guess that i will
love and like him that way. Haha. This month i have my writing competition in
Bandung. Have a lot of stories in Bandung. Really love what this city do to me.
That somehow, being with your friends and one you love is healing everything
you feel bad inside. On 15th of May i met my idol, Arief Muhammad. Hahaha. On this
month, i finally met Oktif after long time no see and have a ‘cold war’ in
between. This month also i try to re-do my UTUL test. Hoping that this year
gonna make a difference result from last year. But who knows. This month also i
firstly met you, yes YOU. This month is the first time we know each other by
name. I always felt something is going to happen. And i always feel there’s “Something”
about you. But i don’t know yet that time. All i think about is a guy named
Fajar who successfully makes me feel those kind of ‘butterfly on my stomach’
feeling again. It’s also his birthday on 27th. Happy me that on this month i
got a lot of MC-ing Job. This month teach me, that sometimes you don’t have to
thinking too much. Just do it, and don’t ever feel you have no friends at all.
You can be friends with anyone, as long as you want and you can open up
yourself. May given me so much story and highlight.
June: This month is the month of
back and forth of the heart. Yes, i feel fall in love yet at the same time i
realized that the ‘broke’ part is about to coming. This month also be my
favourite, because on 11th that was the 1st time we make a really good contact.
Are we dan? If you remember, your purple pen is still on me til’ this day. Haha.
I met Ulya too after a long time (Since November 2016 i guess). This month my
bestfriend slash Twinnie is finally on date with our head of redaction (what i
sould call him? Lol). And here i am, having the real conversation with all of
my friends about how it will not working if i am the one who always fighting
for those ‘uncertain’ things that i always wishing to be certain. Heart is an
uncertain things either tho. This month is also my 1st time not being with my
whole friends and family in Jakarta for the Fasting and Ramadhan time. I really
have to take care my owns and all of those shit together all alone. 1st time
have my OJT too in GQ Hotel as PR. OJT was soooo tiring me up.
July: I guess this the the month i
finally moving on from the one that teach me how to fall in love again. How funny
it is, that he can give so that so mucn damn feeling you’ve been lost lately,
then he’s the one too that break it. That’s hurt. But in this month i already
know how to manage my feeling. I knew back then, if i want to make the love is
working, i should have feeling for someone that trully worth it of my time and
energy. And i found you. After the heartbreak, in a between, and in suddenly time.
You came and bring all those feeling back. On 9th July is the first time we
have boomerang together. And on the 11th it’s like singing from heart to heart
isn’t it? Haha. On 15th July, the first time we have a date. From sate taichan,
to 0 km, to Malioboro, McD and sharing ice cream and back. Buying our bracelet.
On 16th, our friends is clapping on us and “CIEEEE” on us like god’s shake that
was so loud. Haha. This month teach me, that we have to manage our time and
priority carefully. This month also give me so much learn in work.
August: i guess eveybody knew that
this month is always been my favourite of all. Well, but i remember i have a
little bad luck on the beginning, but you tell me once, that everything not
always meant to be like that. At least if it was a bad luck, we have the
moment. 7th August is 100% my day. Even if i have to get through some drama. Crying
and etc. Lol. But this is the best birthday ever!!! Have some surprise from my
partner, Arien and my new Gamada in class, having the surprise again on the
night from my Humas Friends. And also, that was the first time i “jutekkin”
Dany. Because he f forget my birthday. I was so sad back then. But at 8th he
give me surprise with all of my friends. I just feel loved u kno. August is my
favourite for sureJ on this
month i know that i have a new ‘gang’ also, me and three of my closest friends.
On 19th, we watch firework together. And on 20th, it’s your birthday. I already
prepared all the surprise. And i’m glad you like it. And on 24th you give me a ‘late’
present. A pink teddy bear, a rose, and a letter. A letter that give me a damn
zoo feeling. Lol. On 26th. You and i have the same event on the same day. Lol. I’m
proud of my self i can be the head of PSC2017. Remember that it was the day i
should go back to Jakarta with my parent but i still giving my time to entering
your event. Realizing that both of us is a “budak event kampus” and we’re so
fucking busy with that. Lol. This month i learn about patiance, about waiting
for something that feels so impossible is possible and allowed. You’re one of
my waiting that i can’t never ever stop to thank god. Your abstence in my life is
really something to me Dan. In this month, i’m trying to forget what the past
ahve done to me, and try to open up my self and smile to my past.
September: this month is feel so
fast either. I’ve got a lot of MC’s job, having my UTS and Asdos thing. And also,
this month is the 1st time we have our trip to Gunung Kidul. You, sunst, and
the citylight. How beautiful it is. September is full of meeting and long night
talk.
October: The busiest month of my
life so far in 2017. In the beginning i’ve got my chance to go to Bawean, all
by my self with a stranger, but become a very close family and friends. I’m so
happy that i could go to someplace i never imagine before. I have trip with my
friends to Borobudur. On every Saturday in this month i have an event. My body
is really tired because of this. But i really enjoy it. On 14th i have
Olimpiade Pariwisata, 20th i have a job for MC. On 21th i have my class
project, Marketing On Tourism. 22th i have a bad day, having trouble because i hit
a car, although my motorbike is more broken, my arms hurt. I really hate having
accident on the street. On 27th i have a classtrip, 28th i have a fully agenda
til my legs hurt. I have Mahakarya. It was fun to be a part of those big event.
And 29th, i finally meet you. I have realized that in this month i really have
a little time with you because of my busy agenda. I feel sorry but also i know
that you can understand me. Having my Jalan-jalan media on 29th til 1st Nov. This
month i realized, that i really love you for loving me as who i trully am.
November: this month, is the first
month we have a little fight. You with
your crazy busy event, and also me with my busy schedule. We’re trying to make
things out and work. I know we try. You promise me that this is your last. And i
hang on to that. On 25th we watch concert together. You know, i love you for
always making an effort for me. You always makes me happy. 30th November. Watching
Tulus again. Happy me, with all of my friends and all. Having trip to Pacitan
and Malang. What a marvelous chances and experiance.
December: Let’s just be happy for
2017. This month was the end of it, still busy but still happy too with all of
the schedule i have. Watching Payung Teduh and Sheila on 7 with Dany, going on
a –not so romantic- trip to Solo with him too. Playing truth and truth with
Dany in the train. Having a long night, all the deep midnight talk. Having a
random sudden trip to Belitung. Alhamdulillah. Having new position in my organization.
It’s all new. December might be the last month, but surely it’s a new beginning
for me.
Thankyou 2017 for such an
experiance, new love, new position, new places, new friends, new families, and
new story of course. I guess i can bravely said that 2017 was my year so far! Oh
Allah, hope next year and more year is still gergeous like this. And also, i
hope 2018 and more is i still be with him. Amin
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