What if

What if i told you, i was loving you since 7 years ago?

What if i told you, i was trying to tell you how my feeling is twice

What if i told you, how much i love you since a long time ago til' now

What if i told you, i was being so strong to saw you with her

What if i told you, how many times my tears are falling down from my eyes because of you?

What if i told you, i was never could moving on from you

What if i told you, how many times my writing is always about you

What if i told you, i always letting you go with someone else til' now

What if i told you, i'm the only one who still waiting for you even though i'm already losing you over and over again

What if i told you, you're my love in  every story i've written

What if i told you, you're the air to my breathe

What if i told you, you're the music to my soul

What if i told you, moving on from you is the hardest part from my life

What if i told you, i can't get my self off from you

What if i told you, i still remember the first time we talked

What if i told you, i still remember the first time we laugh together 

What if i told you, how my heart beating so fast when you're around

What if i told you, i'm still fucking in love 

with you tho, when i knew you're with her

What if i told you, you're so much mean to me

What if i told you, loving you over again is worst

What if i told you, i can't ever loving someone as much as loving you

What if i told you, i remember everything about you

What if i told you, i remember everything about us

What if i told you, i'm such a psycho when i'm stalking your social media

What if i told you, how hurt i am when you're with someone else

What if i told you, i was learing how to sincere since i'm in love with you

What if i told you, you're the smile to my bad day

What if i told you, i could freakingly happy when you chat me first

What if i told you, you're the one and only to me when you think i'm not the one for you

What if i told you, losing you is stab me right in the circle of my heart

What if i told you, i will always be in love with you, no matter where you are, with who you're with

What if i told you, you're my priority

What if i told you, everything on my head when it comes to you

What if i told you, how scared i am for losing you

What if i told you, i couldn't ever forget you a little

What if i told you, missing you is killing me so bad

What if i told you, i will always be here for you

What if i told you, no matter how hurt it's to be with you i will fight for it

What if i told you, your giggle is the best sound i ever heard

What if i told you, your touch is the ice to my skin

What if i told you, you're the alphabet to my words

What if i told you, your text could heal anything i felt

What if i told you, your words is the magic to my worst day

What if i told you, i'm trying so hard to look perfect just for you

What if i told you, you're the illusion to my dream

What if i told you, i'm still in love with you after all this time

And What if i told you, this what if list

Will you still right there, or left me unspoken again? 

But then again, i will completely trully always love you, Zan