Di umur yang sudah menjelang angka kepala 2 ini, jujur aja banyak hal yang bikin aku merenung dan deep thingking. About how far i've achieved untill this day, How many places i've been to, how much and how many more and more question about my self.
Apakah memang sewajarnya orang berusia memasuki umur 20 tahun kaya gini?
Thinking a lot, and having through a lot...
People said that, it's the age of changing. From teen-adult to be a real adult. Where life start pulling their throb at you.
And i kinda believe it.
And this number is just scary me. How time flies and there's a lot that i'm not achieved yet. There's so much accomplishment that i need to be done but not yet, again. I just really afraid that i'm wasting my time on my precious life. Because, i know life is short, and i have to make it different, i have to make this life is the best as i could.
Memasuki umur 20 tahun ini kaya nano nano. Tiba-tiba saja mikirin tentang jodoh, dan love life gue. Tiba tiba saja bikin gue mikirin soal pencapaian, tiba tiba saja bikin gue mikir soal pendidikan. Belom lagi kalo lagi diem, tibaa-tiba inget seberapa jeleknya agama gue dibanding orang lain di sekitar gue yang lebih aware soal agama. Wah gila, jujur kadang mau nangis sendiri karna hal itu.
Gue udah ngerasain yang namanya dunia kerja. And it's kinda slap me to reality on how life gonna play you and how u need to be though on life.
Oh god, please guide me to be a mature-patient-success human being in this planet called earth
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