The one that got away

there's one guy
A kind of guy
that i can't ignore for sure.

Having that kind of smile that makes me having a little glimpse, and laugh that having an infra through me like a virus.

Point is, i can't ever get away with those kind of man.
Smart, nice, polite, have the same joke frequency with me, freakingly handsome, and glasses. And the way he dress up like a man. Those kind of man is just taking my breath away in one single sight. I could say, there's a lot of handsome man. But with those manners and brain, oh god. I am so weak.

There's one guy in my office.
From the law division, and i just really have an interesting sight since the first day i saw him that day.
The way he walk, the way he talk, and the way his voice sounds, everything is just so interesting.
and then it comes to formalities and number of age. lol. The one that ruin everything.
Guess what, i can take it if he's 27 or 28 because he looks like on that number. But when we go talking deeper, he just said that we have an eleven in between.
he's so 1987 and i am so 1998.
Our era's even have a big different.

How could he become a 31st years old with that look?
and most importantly, why he even not wearing any ring on his finger?
There's so many question going on in my head.
and yea, i can't even stop saying "Shit" everytime i met him after that.
The truth about how his age not influence any of his look is just so not fair!

It's just the fact that i actually always have a "once again" look in every man like that. I just can't ignore it how he not just look handsome, but how his inner beauty of brain and behaviour is coming out and giving me sort of glimpse.