Expectations

How scary things will going on if we have a lot of expectations

Sometimes expectation turns out just to be another dissapointment.

Just to be something hurtful thing

Just another broken heart

Don’t expect too much, they said

But it’s hard to stay alive to something that without expectation inside

Keep your dreams and hopes alive, they often said

But we cannot Hope without expectation.

How?

I often ask my self, why i always ended  up being hurt

Then i know

I have an expectation to every person i close and relate to

I do expect something. Maybe not to return, but it just so hurt

That everone i expect to be. Always turns out to be someone i never expect and i never want to be

It’s hurt the way expectation cut the scars much deeper and deeper in each time

I still want to hoping,

Hope that my expectation not growing while i am doing some dreams in this lifetime

But then again

What is hope without expectation?

What is life without expectation

How can we survive just in one side, how can we pick only one, when we needed both of those things.