Dear 20,

So i'm trying to write it down. What i really want and turns out when i'm 20th.

Dear me in an age of 20th,

Please remember that you're special and one of a kind. Never compare yourself with anyone else. You're unique in your own way. You're special, you're passionate, and you know what you want. Listen to your heart as always.

You maybe find life is so hard and tears you down. But you're stronger more than you know. You can do anything you think you can. You're capable of what you want.

Don't waste anymore time with something that not important. Sharing is caring, the more you share, the more healed you will be.

Keep dreaming, bigger, and off the limit. You'll reach that dream somehow someday, as soon as possible. Just keep believing that everything will be good when god said, "it's the right time".

Maybe you will find Love is something that you don't know what to do. Sometimes you don't care, sometimes you feel lost, sometimes you just feel so unaware of love. But remember, every love story is given you a strenght. Every sad love tragic story, is precious. That's what makes you who you are today. Remember that sometimes love sucks, sometimes it just hit you in a wrong place, wrong time, wrong person, but that kind of love you hope you'll find, you will find it someday. Just keep doing what you love. Don't ever stop getting tired of love. even the heart broken part. It's just a part, it's just a phase of your life.

As you getting older, your inner circle of friend maybe getting smaller and smaller. But it's okay. That means, you're grown up. You already found what your priority. Not everyone have the same priority like yours, not everyone understand what you want, not everyone having the same feeling like you, have the same emotions like you, so you are on your own.

Don't forget to always say "Alhamdulillah" for everything Allah has granted to you, for every wishes that coming true.

Always learning from every little detail, from everyone around you, there's no limit for learning. Set your goal high, because you will follow that goal and reach that. Never feeling "You're enough" when it comes to learning.

Be grateful for everything that comes to your life, beacuse when you feel happy for smallest thing, you'll be happy. You'll found your happiness.

Remember what you want, what your plans, and stick strong to that. even when you feel like you have to make an improvements, but stay strong. You can pass the storms.

Last but not least,
Allah is your place for seeking an answer.
Be grateful, be happy, don't forget to love. Be kind also!

Love, from your 19th self